People have always misinterpret of what I learn and do as a Mass Communication student. Most of them thought that I would someday appear on television as a newscaster or a host for a television programme. The thing is, I am way beyond entering the so called 'glamourous' world of entertainment. I don't do broadcasting nor advertising.

I am struggling my way through p u b l i c  r e l a t i o n s. Yes, perhubungan awam in BM. And NO, perhubungan awam is not about working with the government and entertaining the public. That is just a tiny part of a PR role. We are actually the representatives of any company or clients.. and NO, we are NOT GRO. Please. Before you embarrass yourself by asking unintelligent questions, do some research first. You just need to Google 'PR'.  

On the other hand, my relatives just don't get it. Up until now they still ask the same question of ---"Bila nak tengok Nana (my nickname at home) masuk TV?".---  Well, I don't blame them for that. They just don't understand PR in compared to mechanical engineering, IT engineer, doctor and what not. But thanks for asking me the same question for nearly 5 years now. I will still answer the question every Raya gathering without fail. It's like an annual thing ;)

That's what I do, on the second diagram, enjoy! 

Indelible memories

People around you might not even care about your feelings. In life, you may have done a great deal of mistakes. I have done a hell lot of mistakes for the past 22 years and I've cried a river stressing over it. It is just not worth it to cry over silly things but at times, you just can't stand the pain and burden that was suddenly put upon you. Of course I have my own dark memories. I groped in the dark trying to find the way out. No one knew what was happening inside my mind because I chose not to drag them into my problems. At one point, I really just want to erase those dark memories but I just can't. It stays there as a reminder for me not to repeat those mistakes ever again. One way or another, it teaches me to be a better person. Of course, there is no such easy way to solve problems but one thing for sure, God had created us for a purpose. Mistakes are made to be learnt, corrected and not to be forgotten. Therefore, I will learn from my mistakes and I will not run away from it. I will try my best to improve myself day after day. Sounds cliche, I know. Oh well..

It's official

Blogging used to be an interesting activity for me but it got dull over the past months.. or should I say, I was a little bit too busy enjoying my so called "student life". Well, I guess we could also use that as a reason for abandoning the barrel ;) 

The way I see it, some people use blogs as their tickets to digitize and store their journeys in life. I must say that it comes with a very good bargain when the memories are sealed forever in the net, no? Others just love to share their opinions and personal likings to the world. As much as I love both of the ideas, I do find difficulties in making it a ritual in my everyday life. Hands down to all the hardcore bloggers! Seriously, you guys rock big time. Never fail to feast the social readers out there. To some of them, you are literally their role model, opinion leader, public figure and what not. It amazes me when people are excited and eager to know what were you doing today, who were you wearing at the luncheon, which restaurant did you had your dinner at and yada yada. Trust me, I've been there. Sometimes it is okay to just read random blogs or any particular blog that you opt for but just don't get too obsessed until you forget to live your own life ;)

I guess some people just have their own identity which makes them unique and exciting! On the contrary, I'm still silently searching for the identity within. Hope it's there somewhere.. :) Have a one big fat 2012 peeps.

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

I wish to be there someday. InshaAllah :)

I love you Allah S.W.T.

Assolatuwassalam - Raihan

Forever in my heart

Extraordinary Barbie makeover! Amazingly beautiful. Call me crazy but I just miss my Barbie collection. Used to have thirteen Barbies, three Kens, 3 Kelly s and loads of Barbie furniture i.e a lovely bedroom, dining room, kitchen, bathroom with a tub and sink, study room, a picnic bicycle, a Barbie Jeep and a big wardrobe full of cool clothes. All those tiny shoes, dresses were so cute and pretty! Missing them terribly. Well, truth to be told, I had once brought them to class for a public speaking module and yea, I blabbed about my ultimate Barbie collection. Forgive me, I knew there were thousands of topics that I could talk about but I was just not ready to grow up at that particular time. Teehee ^___^

Whatever it is, I know they are in safe hands now because I decided to pass them down to my relatives. See, I'm old enough to know what's best for my Barbies, lol. Well take care Barbies. Miss all of you.

You know I love you! xoxo (",)

-You'll always be a part of me, I'm part of you definitely (Mariah Carey)-

I think I want to learn how to sew. For real. I dont know when, but I will definitely do it someday! InshaAllah :)

-I can't figure it out, something about her (Ne-Yo)-